The significance of shoes

Ava has insisted on wearing her tennis shoes, even when sandals would be easier or faster, and when they totally don't "go" with her outfit.  It took awhile for me to understand.

Tennis shoes mean big girl and big girls go to school.

She misses her sister.  Lily gets to go to school (& wears her tennis shoes every day) & has so many exciting things to tell us at lunch when we pick her up.  And she's not home to entertain & play all morning which is the only existence Ava has ever known.  My baby girl that has always been more than happy to be attached (literally) to my hip wants to leave me & do this school thing because her big sister does it & loves it.  I'm a little sad, but hopeful that next year-when it's right for her-Ava will enjoy her mornings just as much as Lily.

It's been sweet to watch Ava try to emulate her older siblings-she tells them stories of what her teacher said or what she did in school, she wears her tennis shoes & often packs a backpack to hang by the door.  Most of the time the girls are sweet & play along with her (Jack not so much).  I know in my heart home is where she belongs for at least one more year & hope that we will have lots of quality time together, but it's hard on those days when she wants to be big so bad!